智慧

有一天，我阿姨跟我父母和我一起去佛堂念经。在路途中，阿姨投诉姨丈对她呼叫大声，只因为她经常指错目的地方向，导致姨丈的不满。我心想，如果一个人没有弄清楚方向，每次都带我去错方向，我也会生气。可是到底那种生气是应该的吗？男人是不是最讨厌女人那样呢？

过了几天，乘着跟爸爸两个人在车里时候，我问爸：“爸，如果你老婆每次都带你去错地方，一直说好像这里好像那里，一直糊里糊涂，你会生气吗？”

爸：“自己也是该知道怎么去目的地。明知道老婆对方向不确定，自己就应该问人家，还有提早几天自己去找找看。生气有什么用呢？”。

我恍然大悟。原来我们对人不满时候，也该为别人着想；原来，找个善解人意（像我爸那样）的老公，是很重要的。另外爸爸从小教导我做人要利用智慧，我终于了解了当中意义。

总结，世界上，好的，坏的，帅的，丑的，肥的，瘦的。。。什么样的男人都有。或许只有利用尖利的观察和判断，加上一点运气，就能找到好男人好老公吧！目前为止，23岁的我，是那样想的。

A Motivation Song

The Climb - by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreamin
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“you’ll never reach it”
Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with ’known direction
My faith is shakin
But I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my handheld high

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

The struggles I’m facing.
The chances I’m taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on,
’cause,

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you’re gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby

It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith
Whoa, O Whoa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNkrzRLJeU8

A message to you and me: I am just Learning

I maybe asking too much now.
I maybe doing thing too slow.
I maybe don't know a lot of stuffs.
I maybe look dumb now.

I want to tell you that....
I'm still adapting
I'm still gaining knowledge
I'm still recalling what I learnt

I maybe ask too much because...
Simply...I don't know about it at all.
I'm still adapting new environment
I want to avoid any mistakes that can harm patient- Just to follow the rule of "do no harm" to patient.
and sometimes, I find it lack of guidance.

Don't ever and ever bully new staff.
Or simply scold ppl...
Don't forget......YOU WERE NEW FEW YEARS BACK.

Inject own friend...Feeling is so special

Today met a highschoolmate in my hospital, who was very popular in basketball team in high school.
After 4 years graduated from high school, I met her in my department (outpatient dept) because she came in for medical check up, in order to allow her to work in Taiwan.
Her accent became so taiwanese because she studied there for 4 years. After reaching home, I saw her message to me in fb, she was glad that I helped her,etc .......she was so friendly.

I feel glad to meet her, tried to help her as much as I can: I called her name to enter dr's room for physical examination, and called her to inject her with MMR vaccination.

This is my first time inject my own friend. It went very smooth. However, I still being commented by my senior, who had supervised me during the injection. She said I did not put the needle 90 degree enough for this intramuscular injection and the needle went in too deep. Anyway, it would be no harm to my friend because the vaccine definitely would enter her muscle. It was just the comment to sharpen my injection skill. Thanks for my senior for commenting me.

酒精片的故事

突然觉得，有些医生真的很懒惰。或许习惯性护士们的帮忙，连小东西都要人家帮。今天看不过眼的是，酒精片（alcohol swab）也要护士或者护士助理撕开才开心，不然就讲你为什么不撕给他/她。有些地方的医生才没有你那么懒惰呢。

或许，要怪的，是很久很久以前的前辈们宠坏了他们吧！或许那些族群的医生认为我们护士是他们的“佣人”，多于“同事”，因此认为“佣人”该做的小事情。

我想强调的是，这里是指某些比较懒惰的医生，不是统一化所有医生都是那样。本人也见过自己亲历亲为的好医生。

劳累后的感言

充满挑战，充满希望，努力向前。我相信我会聪明的一天，努力的结果即将到来。

别以为我善良可以被滥用；别以为我什么都不会；别以为我的怠慢浪费时间。
其实，善良是我对你们的尊敬；我不会，是因为我在学习；我怠慢，是因为刚学习的我确保没有错误。

无论如何，在此要感谢对我细心教导的前辈们，支持着我的朋友和新同事。你们在我人生中点起了明亮灯。^^

A hectic day

Morning shift, till 2pm--> 2.30pm to 3.30pm Infection control Talk --> 3.40pm to 5pm Advanced resuscitation presentation by other staff nurses.

Back to home at 6pm--> Dinner till 6.30pm--> met friends who just came back from Penang trip 630pm to 730pm

IN SUMMARY, today I feel very happy by learning from the infection control talk and resuscitation presentation. I feel that I am more well-equipped when dealing with emergency case and more knowledegable as a staff nurse. Now I realised that I really love learning.

I hope that I could have such satisfaction everyday. Only with that, I would feel motivated to work hard everyday.

HOWEVER, I could not guess the hint behind the Sister's verbal word. Sister was asking if I have any doubt during working time... She looked at me few seconds, then I asked her"anything?Sister?". She replied, " you are quite systematic in work, but....something need to..must act fast la." Did some nurses complained about me? I do not know.
Anyway, if people complained me slow in doing work, I would not mind because I am still new and I want my job being carried without any mistakes. So far, I did not do any big mistakes. And sorry if i asked too much.