记得两年前,每天上课,回宿舍后, 都跟舍友发牢骚. 说说那天发生什么事. 大家什么话都说出来, 释放不愉快的事情,或者心事. 因为那样, 日子过得很轻松.
不知怎么的, 我们4个像一家人那样,那么亲密: Jamie,桂妃, 慧思. 大家同屋了2年.
如今毕业了我和桂妃在社会上打混. 想要过回以前日子, 只能必须安排一天大家聚一聚.
想住回去, 因为跟她们一起住,我过得很开心.
Jamie, 是跟我一见如故的大学朋友. 我们在宿舍会突然唱歌一下,停一下,又在唱.我们是很随意, 喜欢唱歌的人. 有时候一起合音. 说好一起去karaoke，可是从来约不到大家都方便的时间。经常听朋友心事的人。是我们家活动策划人。谢谢你经常听我发牢骚。
桂妃， 是Jamie的姐姐。 是我们宿舍的“阿妈”，管家的。哈哈。。。有她在，家里很整齐，干净。或许是一样星座，我们想法有时候也相似。由于经常不在宿舍，聊天不多，可是也有一些时候，我们有深入话题，例如感情问题。跟Jamie一样，在我感情很失落时候，都支持着我。
慧思，跟我同床共枕了1年吧！我出外实习时候，她一个人每晚都孤独在房间里。呵呵。。。全家年纪最小的。由于直肠直吐的性格，有时候我们都笑破肚皮。
希望有一天大家能在聚一聚吧！好想回去住一下。
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
智慧
有一天，我阿姨跟我父母和我一起去佛堂念经。在路途中，阿姨投诉姨丈对她呼叫大声，只因为她经常指错目的地方向，导致姨丈的不满。我心想，如果一个人没有弄清楚方向，每次都带我去错方向，我也会生气。可是到底那种生气是应该的吗？男人是不是最讨厌女人那样呢？
过了几天，乘着跟爸爸两个人在车里时候，我问爸：“爸，如果你老婆每次都带你去错地方，一直说好像这里好像那里，一直糊里糊涂，你会生气吗？”
爸：“自己也是该知道怎么去目的地。明知道老婆对方向不确定，自己就应该问人家，还有提早几天自己去找找看。生气有什么用呢？”。
我恍然大悟。原来我们对人不满时候，也该为别人着想；原来，找个善解人意（像我爸那样）的老公，是很重要的。另外爸爸从小教导我做人要利用智慧，我终于了解了当中意义。
总结，世界上，好的，坏的，帅的，丑的，肥的，瘦的。。。什么样的男人都有。或许只有利用尖利的观察和判断，加上一点运气，就能找到好男人好老公吧！目前为止，23岁的我，是那样想的。
过了几天，乘着跟爸爸两个人在车里时候，我问爸：“爸，如果你老婆每次都带你去错地方，一直说好像这里好像那里，一直糊里糊涂，你会生气吗？”
爸：“自己也是该知道怎么去目的地。明知道老婆对方向不确定，自己就应该问人家，还有提早几天自己去找找看。生气有什么用呢？”。
我恍然大悟。原来我们对人不满时候，也该为别人着想；原来，找个善解人意（像我爸那样）的老公，是很重要的。另外爸爸从小教导我做人要利用智慧，我终于了解了当中意义。
总结，世界上，好的，坏的，帅的，丑的，肥的，瘦的。。。什么样的男人都有。或许只有利用尖利的观察和判断，加上一点运气，就能找到好男人好老公吧！目前为止，23岁的我，是那样想的。
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
A Motivation Song
The Climb - by Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreamin
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“you’ll never reach it”
Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with ’known direction
My faith is shakin
But I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my handheld high
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreamin
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“you’ll never reach it”
Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with ’known direction
My faith is shakin
But I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my handheld high
There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.
The struggles I’m facing.
The chances I’m taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on,
’cause,
There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.
Yeah-yeah
There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you’re gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.
Yeah-yeah-yea
Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby
It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith
Whoa, O Whoa
Monday, October 11, 2010
A message to you and me: I am just Learning
I maybe asking too much now.
I maybe doing thing too slow.
I maybe don't know a lot of stuffs.
I maybe look dumb now.
I want to tell you that....
I'm still adapting
I'm still gaining knowledge
I'm still recalling what I learnt
I maybe ask too much because...
Simply...I don't know about it at all.
I'm still adapting new environment
I want to avoid any mistakes that can harm patient- Just to follow the rule of "do no harm" to patient.
and sometimes, I find it lack of guidance.
Don't ever and ever bully new staff.
Or simply scold ppl...
Don't forget......YOU WERE NEW FEW YEARS BACK.
I maybe doing thing too slow.
I maybe don't know a lot of stuffs.
I maybe look dumb now.
I want to tell you that....
I'm still adapting
I'm still gaining knowledge
I'm still recalling what I learnt
I maybe ask too much because...
Simply...I don't know about it at all.
I'm still adapting new environment
I want to avoid any mistakes that can harm patient- Just to follow the rule of "do no harm" to patient.
and sometimes, I find it lack of guidance.
Don't ever and ever bully new staff.
Or simply scold ppl...
Don't forget......YOU WERE NEW FEW YEARS BACK.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Inject own friend...Feeling is so special
Today met a highschoolmate in my hospital, who was very popular in basketball team in high school.
After 4 years graduated from high school, I met her in my department (outpatient dept) because she came in for medical check up, in order to allow her to work in Taiwan.
Her accent became so taiwanese because she studied there for 4 years. After reaching home, I saw her message to me in fb, she was glad that I helped her,etc .......she was so friendly.
I feel glad to meet her, tried to help her as much as I can: I called her name to enter dr's room for physical examination, and called her to inject her with MMR vaccination.
This is my first time inject my own friend. It went very smooth. However, I still being commented by my senior, who had supervised me during the injection. She said I did not put the needle 90 degree enough for this intramuscular injection and the needle went in too deep. Anyway, it would be no harm to my friend because the vaccine definitely would enter her muscle. It was just the comment to sharpen my injection skill. Thanks for my senior for commenting me.
After 4 years graduated from high school, I met her in my department (outpatient dept) because she came in for medical check up, in order to allow her to work in Taiwan.
Her accent became so taiwanese because she studied there for 4 years. After reaching home, I saw her message to me in fb, she was glad that I helped her,etc .......she was so friendly.
I feel glad to meet her, tried to help her as much as I can: I called her name to enter dr's room for physical examination, and called her to inject her with MMR vaccination.
This is my first time inject my own friend. It went very smooth. However, I still being commented by my senior, who had supervised me during the injection. She said I did not put the needle 90 degree enough for this intramuscular injection and the needle went in too deep. Anyway, it would be no harm to my friend because the vaccine definitely would enter her muscle. It was just the comment to sharpen my injection skill. Thanks for my senior for commenting me.
Monday, September 20, 2010
酒精片的故事
突然觉得，有些医生真的很懒惰。或许习惯性护士们的帮忙，连小东西都要人家帮。今天看不过眼的是，酒精片（alcohol swab）也要护士或者护士助理撕开才开心，不然就讲你为什么不撕给他/她。有些地方的医生才没有你那么懒惰呢。
或许，要怪的，是很久很久以前的前辈们宠坏了他们吧！或许那些族群的医生认为我们护士是他们的“佣人”，多于“同事”，因此认为“佣人”该做的小事情。
我想强调的是，这里是指某些比较懒惰的医生，不是统一化所有医生都是那样。本人也见过自己亲历亲为的好医生。
或许，要怪的，是很久很久以前的前辈们宠坏了他们吧！或许那些族群的医生认为我们护士是他们的“佣人”，多于“同事”，因此认为“佣人”该做的小事情。
我想强调的是，这里是指某些比较懒惰的医生，不是统一化所有医生都是那样。本人也见过自己亲历亲为的好医生。
Monday, September 13, 2010
劳累后的感言
充满挑战，充满希望，努力向前。我相信我会聪明的一天，努力的结果即将到来。
别以为我善良可以被滥用；别以为我什么都不会；别以为我的怠慢浪费时间。
其实，善良是我对你们的尊敬；我不会，是因为我在学习；我怠慢，是因为刚学习的我确保没有错误。
无论如何，在此要感谢对我细心教导的前辈们，支持着我的朋友和新同事。你们在我人生中点起了明亮灯。^^
别以为我善良可以被滥用；别以为我什么都不会；别以为我的怠慢浪费时间。
其实，善良是我对你们的尊敬；我不会，是因为我在学习；我怠慢，是因为刚学习的我确保没有错误。
无论如何，在此要感谢对我细心教导的前辈们，支持着我的朋友和新同事。你们在我人生中点起了明亮灯。^^
Monday, September 6, 2010
A hectic day
Morning shift, till 2pm--> 2.30pm to 3.30pm Infection control Talk --> 3.40pm to 5pm Advanced resuscitation presentation by other staff nurses.
Back to home at 6pm--> Dinner till 6.30pm--> met friends who just came back from Penang trip 630pm to 730pm
IN SUMMARY, today I feel very happy by learning from the infection control talk and resuscitation presentation. I feel that I am more well-equipped when dealing with emergency case and more knowledegable as a staff nurse. Now I realised that I really love learning.
I hope that I could have such satisfaction everyday. Only with that, I would feel motivated to work hard everyday.
HOWEVER, I could not guess the hint behind the Sister's verbal word. Sister was asking if I have any doubt during working time... She looked at me few seconds, then I asked her"anything?Sister?". She replied, " you are quite systematic in work, but....something need to..must act fast la." Did some nurses complained about me? I do not know.
Anyway, if people complained me slow in doing work, I would not mind because I am still new and I want my job being carried without any mistakes. So far, I did not do any big mistakes. And sorry if i asked too much.
Back to home at 6pm--> Dinner till 6.30pm--> met friends who just came back from Penang trip 630pm to 730pm
IN SUMMARY, today I feel very happy by learning from the infection control talk and resuscitation presentation. I feel that I am more well-equipped when dealing with emergency case and more knowledegable as a staff nurse. Now I realised that I really love learning.
I hope that I could have such satisfaction everyday. Only with that, I would feel motivated to work hard everyday.
HOWEVER, I could not guess the hint behind the Sister's verbal word. Sister was asking if I have any doubt during working time... She looked at me few seconds, then I asked her"anything?Sister?". She replied, " you are quite systematic in work, but....something need to..must act fast la." Did some nurses complained about me? I do not know.
Anyway, if people complained me slow in doing work, I would not mind because I am still new and I want my job being carried without any mistakes. So far, I did not do any big mistakes. And sorry if i asked too much.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Sign Sign Sign!
DDA drug
Pre-operation Checklist
In conclusion, people here just love to give their signatures.Perhaps not all. I believes there are few of staff nurses very responsible in their jobs. Just couldn't stand with the culture of "BLINDLY SIGN".
Incident 1
Somebody sat on a chair and yelled,"Ho, come and sign here(DDA drug check book) for me"
me,"can you give me the key to me to check the DDA?"
- excuse me, I only sign if I really see the stocks are available. You thought you ask me to sign then i'll sign blindly, weren't you? Thought I have no brain? If there was lost of drug, do you protect my nursing license?
Incident 2
After somebody A asked me to sign the DDA book blindly, somebody B asked me to help A sign it. She said, "yes yes, you can sign". I said," erm...I think you have better to ask the person who checked DDA this morning to sign it"
- I didn't even check the DDA this morning, just ask me to sign blindly? again sign sign sign.
Pre-operation Checklist
Somebody said, "SN Ho, can you please help me to verify the checklist?"
While I was looking through the checklist in order to check whether she has completed the checklist, she asked, "can you please JUST sign?". I ignored her, continued checking the checklist then only verify the checklist for her.
-excuse me, you are staff nurse or I am staff nurse? Anything happen people blame you or blame me?Don't teach me how to do my job. If you want to ask somebody to sign blindly, don't ever ask me again.
In conclusion, people here just love to give their signatures.Perhaps not all. I believes there are few of staff nurses very responsible in their jobs. Just couldn't stand with the culture of "BLINDLY SIGN".
Thursday, August 19, 2010
2nd week Staff Nurse
Today did IM Pethidine 50mg for the patient at the gluteal muscle, and IV Maxalon 10mg through IV branula.
At night, managed to withdraw blood for INR blood sample.
I am happy today becoz managed to prepare drug with syringe n needle, which I hardly do when I was student or when there were many staffs working same shift with me.
The working environment today was not stressful coz the staffs were all nice and helpful. In addition to this, I was able to take my time to do nursing care or procedures.
At night, managed to withdraw blood for INR blood sample.
I am happy today becoz managed to prepare drug with syringe n needle, which I hardly do when I was student or when there were many staffs working same shift with me.
The working environment today was not stressful coz the staffs were all nice and helpful. In addition to this, I was able to take my time to do nursing care or procedures.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
The First Week Staff Nurse
4 Aug 2010 (Wed) - First day: very disorientated about the environment in the ward. Observing around.
5 Aug 2010 (Thurs) - 2nd day in the ward. Many ppl in the ward asked me to find a better opportunity. Was hanging round in the ward only due to lack of guidance.
6 Aug 2010 (Fri) - The 3rd day nurse was asked some questions by a student, unable to answer, still haven't refreshed back what she learnt. Started some learning objectives for herself everyday.
7 Aug 2010 (Sat) - Was getting demotivated to go to work. Tried to stand strong.
8 Aug 2010 (Sun) - Started to carry out nursing procedures, such as dressing. Found the job is more meaningful compared to past few days.
9 Aug 2010 (Mon) - Getting adapt to the new environment. More able to function in the ward. Asked a senior staff nurse M for supervision in giving medication, was being taught by her THOROUGHLY in the whole shift. Feel can learn more from her- became more motivated now. However, feel a bit stress from the way she taught me (Everybody saw the way she increased her tone while teaching me and always unable to answer her questions).
10 Aug 2010 (Tues) -Staff nurse M said worried about me- whether I can survive in the ward. Started to query about myself- whether I can be a competent nurse. These few days was very blur, non-competent, loss of 70% of the learnt knowledge. Life getting more challenging. Feel more stress. Tried to spend some time to revise my knowledge.
Conclusion: Nevertheless, the staff and assitant nurses are all very helpful and friendly. Those who join the hospital for one month are helpful, supportive and friendly. One of them teach me even I didn't ask anything, one of them always listen to my complaint. They are all really Angels for me! ^^
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
好人被狗咬?
在这世界上,好人不好当.
太好人时候, 别人都利用你..呼之则来,挥之则去.
太好人时候, 你说的都不对, 对方认为他大声说话就赢了,你永远是弱者.
其实真正的赢家,是不动太多声色的人, 加上一点智慧手法去处理问题的.
可惜, 很少人是可以看出真正赢家是谁. 人人都往一面去看, 鲜少人往多方面去看待一件事情.
最后想说, "我不出声,不代表我不懂东西,或者我输了.是因为你不值得我去浪费时间去跟你争吵或辩论. 我是很忙的, 我有更多人身大事去完成, 你的事情是微不足道而已. 请懂得尊重别人."
"如果我开始跟你争论, 只要一针出来, 你就会出血"
太好人时候, 别人都利用你..呼之则来,挥之则去.
太好人时候, 你说的都不对, 对方认为他大声说话就赢了,你永远是弱者.
其实真正的赢家,是不动太多声色的人, 加上一点智慧手法去处理问题的.
可惜, 很少人是可以看出真正赢家是谁. 人人都往一面去看, 鲜少人往多方面去看待一件事情.
最后想说, "我不出声,不代表我不懂东西,或者我输了.是因为你不值得我去浪费时间去跟你争吵或辩论. 我是很忙的, 我有更多人身大事去完成, 你的事情是微不足道而已. 请懂得尊重别人."
"如果我开始跟你争论, 只要一针出来, 你就会出血"
Saturday, February 20, 2010
List of activities during CNY
CNY eve 13 Feb 2010
(年30晚): went to grandma's house as usual for unite dinner.
I can feel the happiness more compared to previous years.
My mum's generation and my generation had great talk with each other.
day 1 14Feb 2010
(初一): went out with family at night to The Store, bought some stuff.- New internal beauty..lol
day 2 15 Feb 2010
(初二) : went to grandma's house as usual. Had lunch before going for a movie with my cousins, uncles and aunties (12 of us, including 5 cousins) in One Utama Shopping mall. TGV cinema (quite hot).movie: All Well's ends well 花田喜事 (not really funny)
after that, we went for tea at W K Restaurant- bad service
Lastly, dinner at grandma's house ;and my gang and I had fun with little cousins (mahjong n poker, not playing $).
day 3 16 Feb 2010
(初三): went to mother's uncle's house (舅公) for lunch as usual. (all dishes were tasty!)
This year not many relatives attended ,I don't know why.
At night, went out dinner with family, drove by brother (good brother).
day 4 17 Feb 2010
(初四): Went Sunway Pyramid with a friend.
lunch: Sakae Sushi Tea: Old town Dinner: Kaki Corner at Tmn Billion
Ate so much, need to do more exercise after holiday!
Also watched movie after having our lunch.
Movie: 72加租客(quite funny, but contain similar element with the movie "All Well's ends Well 花田喜事"
day 5 18 Feb 2010
(初五) : Primary classmates gathering
1. had our tea at Station One in Pandan Indah.
(attendance: 师雄,伟俊,志华,张嘉雯,丽盈,翠君,and me)
2. Visit 师雄 house and gambled there (play One Love, n i lose about RM10! sad)
(attendance: all the ppl mentioned above + 伟权 and his brother 伟男)
3. Lastly, we had our karaoke section at Neway Karaoke in Cheras, from 12am to 4am.
翠君did not join us because she need to work on the next day.
师雄 joined us till 2am because he need to work on the next day as well.
Poor 伟权 & 志华, stayed with us till 4am, and need to work in the morning. TQ!
By the way, thank you to 伟权 for going to toilet at Neway Karaoke n met our lost-contact-primary classmate, 王永林!)
we exchanged our hp number and our next gathering would include him! Yahoo!
day 6 19 Feb 2010
(初六): went Leisure Mall with a friend and had great talk.
Suddenly we felt like watching a movie, watched "Little Big Soldier大兵小将"
(quite nice, realised Lee Hom can act actually).
(年30晚): went to grandma's house as usual for unite dinner.
I can feel the happiness more compared to previous years.
My mum's generation and my generation had great talk with each other.
day 1 14Feb 2010
(初一): went out with family at night to The Store, bought some stuff.- New internal beauty..lol
day 2 15 Feb 2010
(初二) : went to grandma's house as usual. Had lunch before going for a movie with my cousins, uncles and aunties (12 of us, including 5 cousins) in One Utama Shopping mall. TGV cinema (quite hot).movie: All Well's ends well 花田喜事 (not really funny)
after that, we went for tea at W K Restaurant- bad service
Lastly, dinner at grandma's house ;and my gang and I had fun with little cousins (mahjong n poker, not playing $).
day 3 16 Feb 2010
(初三): went to mother's uncle's house (舅公) for lunch as usual. (all dishes were tasty!)
This year not many relatives attended ,I don't know why.
At night, went out dinner with family, drove by brother (good brother).
day 4 17 Feb 2010
(初四): Went Sunway Pyramid with a friend.
lunch: Sakae Sushi Tea: Old town Dinner: Kaki Corner at Tmn Billion
Ate so much, need to do more exercise after holiday!
Also watched movie after having our lunch.
Movie: 72加租客(quite funny, but contain similar element with the movie "All Well's ends Well 花田喜事"
day 5 18 Feb 2010
(初五) : Primary classmates gathering
1. had our tea at Station One in Pandan Indah.
(attendance: 师雄,伟俊,志华,张嘉雯,丽盈,翠君,and me)
2. Visit 师雄 house and gambled there (play One Love, n i lose about RM10! sad)
(attendance: all the ppl mentioned above + 伟权 and his brother 伟男)
3. Lastly, we had our karaoke section at Neway Karaoke in Cheras, from 12am to 4am.
翠君did not join us because she need to work on the next day.
师雄 joined us till 2am because he need to work on the next day as well.
Poor 伟权 & 志华, stayed with us till 4am, and need to work in the morning. TQ!
By the way, thank you to 伟权 for going to toilet at Neway Karaoke n met our lost-contact-primary classmate, 王永林!)
we exchanged our hp number and our next gathering would include him! Yahoo!
day 6 19 Feb 2010
(初六): went Leisure Mall with a friend and had great talk.
Suddenly we felt like watching a movie, watched "Little Big Soldier大兵小将"
(quite nice, realised Lee Hom can act actually).
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
First time user
This is my first time writing in blogspot.
Previously I had written my blog in friendster and msn space.
I found that blogspot is "just for blog"- more convenient to be used.
I seldom log in friendster, and
While in msn space, people rarely notice about my blog.
Thanks everyone for visiting my blog here.
I will update my blog as much as I can.
I love you all.
Previously I had written my blog in friendster and msn space.
I found that blogspot is "just for blog"- more convenient to be used.
I seldom log in friendster, and
While in msn space, people rarely notice about my blog.
Thanks everyone for visiting my blog here.
I will update my blog as much as I can.
I love you all.
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